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Friday, December 30, 2011


I have read in recent months of two female prophets who are receiving messages from the Lord that in His Divine Mercy, He will pour out His Holy Spirit on all flesh just as the prophet Joel wrote. Joel 2:28-29.  The two prophets are reporting that all living persons will receive a vision/dream regarding the status of their soul.

It is called The Warning or The Illumination.

People will see whether their soul is blackened with sin or whether they have done a good job of 'washing their robe and making it white'.  I have beseeched the Holy Spirit to tell me whether or not these prophecies are true, and He affirms to me that this will occur.  I stated early in the blog that I beseeched the Holy Spirit to show me my shortcomings.  He has graciously done this many times through dreams and has given me guidance and teaching through them.  I am a 'work in progress.'  I thought I had conquered being judgmental of others, in any form or fashion, but sometimes the Holy Spirit shows me that I have not conquered it.  I had judged Joel Osteen and a Mrs. Crouch, but recently I watched both of them doing a very good work on television.  Ironically, Joel was preaching about how we shouldn't judge others, and Mrs. Crouch was ministering to those suffering from depression.  They stumble, we all stumble...none of us are above other souls.  And as far as any person we see who appears to be rolling in sin, we must remember 'there but for the grace of God go I.'  Lack of patience is another problem of mine.  That's my confession for the day.
Jesus, help me to have a heart, eyes, ears, feet and hands like yours so as to minister to others for YOUR glory.
For one of the visionary's daily messages, which include those about The Warning, visit www.thewarningsecondcoming.com

Wednesday, December 28, 2011


Dream on December 27, 2011

Dreamed of being in some cluttered place which appeared to be a junkyard full of discarded stuff.  I noticed the light filtering through some of the things and commented in the dream that the light made it look like art.  Suddenly something happening in the sky caught my attention.  I saw a multitude of missiles criss-crossing the sky.  Also saw colorful sparks amidst them, like fireworks (perhaps pointing toward a date, such as July 4th?). One of them plummeted towards me but and landed somewhere in the distance.  I did not hear it explode before the dream ended.

Thursday, December 22, 2011


A few days ago I was given this prophecy-through-song, about transformation through reading the Word, in a single day.  I am the writer, but the Holy Spirit is the author.  I was completely surprised to find it is a Christian rap song, and like the rain as of late, it arrived in a downpour.  I love the song, but I've never really cared a bit for other rap music!  The Lord must be trying to reach the young. By the end of the day, I was given the melody to this song, and it is the song "Butterfly" recorded by the group Crazy Town, released in 2001 I believe. I downloaded the karaoke version, and it works wonderfully with the lyrics.  If you want to 'rap' it yourself or others, begin reciting the first sentence when the drummer first joins in.  I am hoping to find a Christian rap artist to record this and release it. In the meantime, I am trying to find a local person to perform it so I can upload it to youtube and submit it to SonyMusic.  Please remember this is a copyrighted work.  The original song has lust-filled lyrics, but God has now transformed the song into something pleasing to Him.  Here's another rap song I found that's good.  I think Jesus wanted me to see it because I've been having a pity party lately....  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kgZbP8nddhU  I found this video after checking to see if there were many Christian rappers on Youtube.

*Copyright Case Number: 1-698728211


My friends, I’ve got somethin’ to say
While I’m still in a world that’s still gone astray,
To those whom I may or may never greet.
God understood my tears,
And He helped quell my fears
Before He set me back on my feet.

Some people think that they are blessed
When they have money, power, fame,
And six or seven zeroes
Attached to their name.
They don’t understand it’s all a test,
Because Jesus said, To the rich be woes.

There are many who think life’s all a game,
But gentle sheep who are called by My Name
Will truly love and seek only Me.
And haven’t you heard
My flock studies My Word
So they can hear My voice and obey me?

See to the orphan and the widow for Me.
Be ever so humble, ever so meek,
And love all whom you meet.
You’ll be rejected, ridiculed, despised,
And here’s an age-old Word to the wise.
You should always turn the other cheek.

The road is narrow, this isn’t a sayin’.
It’s a fact, my friend; your knees are for prayin’,
And many shepherds don’t know a goat from a sheep.
The way is hard, the way is steep;
It’s not Park Avenue or Easy Street.
Lovin’ the things of this world is to betray Him.

I’ll shoot to you straight; I’ll shoot to you level.
Don’t be good friends with the serpent, the devil,
‘Cause the traps have strong chains, this isn’t a story.
They’re disguised as fun, some are snares wrapped in glory.
There are many enticements in this fallen world.
Some you’ve seen; some have yet to unfurl.

Can you plug your ears to the noise, the clamor?
Are you walkin’ around without wearing your armor?
Can you quiet yourself and say come Holy Spirit?
The clutter, the drama, can you close your eyes to it?
A life without God…there’s no life harder.
Your heart can find peace, but money won’t buy it.

My Little Ones:  Get out of the world…and get into His Word.
Don’t crawl all your life…get in that cocoon
And arise…a butterfly.
You’ll spread your wings….and fly.
Let Him transform your life
While there’s still time.

There are many who think life’s all a game,
But gentle sheep who are called by My Name
Will truly love and seek only Me.
And haven’t you heard
My flock studies My Word
So they can hear My voice and obey Me?
Little Ones:  Get out of the world…and get into His Word.

Thursday, November 24, 2011


Little ones, many of you staineth your robe, and knoweth it not.
So many of you seek out a particular church just as the wanton man seeks out a harlot, desiring pleasure, closing your ears to  any shepherd, any prophet, who would speak of His Word, speak of repentance, speak of your need to turn from sin.  Little ones, the wages of sin is death.


Who, with sated appetite as they read this prophecy, cares for His little ones in Sudan and in other parts of the world who spend each moment in desolation, chased by wolves, driven past exhaustion, carrying very little food or water or none at all, while they try to escape the sword at their heels.

Who among you weeps and fasts and mortifies themselves, giving all they are able to their Yahweh, embodying the same characteristics as the Lamb, Yahushua ha Mashiach?  Who has picked up their cross to follow behind Him?  Woe to you with craven hearts and drooping hands!


Remember Proverbs 21:13 as you celebrate this day and know it shall come to pass, for the Lord is just.


When you stand before the throne, what will you say you have done to further His kingdom while you walked for such a very short time on the earth?

Look around you, children of America.  The 'Spirit of Rome' thrives in this age, but it has been weakened.  What are you doing as Rome decays around you, I ask you, what are you doing?  Will you rend your heart and return to Him, or will you continue your pursuit of pleasurable things, eating, drinking, and merry-making?  So as it was in the days of Noah, such as it is today. 

Love thy neighbor, little sheep.  It is far easier to find what is wrong in your neighbor, but I say you are to humble yourself.  Look inwardly and work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. 

Oh ye stiff-necked people who seek after the vain, prideful things of the world, the empty enticements satan offers you in his attempt to rob you of your soul.  So many of you take them without hesitation, turning to your Lord only in times of tribulation.

HE IS THE LORD, faithful to you even as you are unfaithful to Him.  It is in His nature and in the nature of those who know Him, to love.  You must be born again, I tell you.
Be still and know that Yahweh said:  "I AM, I AM YOUR GOD!"


Tuesday, November 22, 2011


Suggested listening while reading.  "The Final Countdown" by Europe.
The signs of the times make it quite clear that we are living in the last days.  Most Christians are lukewarm and sleep cozily with the world, to the great satisfaction of our leaders.  As in Roman days, we are kept entertained and fed, and are, for the most part, are inattentive to the deceptions that are hurled our way.  It is difficult, indeed, to realize that one needs to take the 'red pill' and pull away from the matrix.  The only way to deepen one's walk with God is to turn off the television and other technological distractions and listen to God's voice.  His voice comes to us through the bible.  Although no one can really understand God 100%, one will never learn of God's character if one only listens to the 'flesh' talk about God and His holy Word.  Read for yourself.  Think for yourself. If you do not understand a scripture, ask for the Holy Spirit's help in understanding.  Spend time in prayer, be still and know He is God. Repent, that is, turn away from your sins and ask for forgiveness. There's not much talk about atoning for sins, but since I was forgiven, I wish to atone, to do good works for my Lord, for faith without works is dead, sayeth the Lord.  Now is the time to wash one's robe and make it white.  Revelations 22:14  "Blessed are those who wash their robes, that they may have the right to the tree of life and may go through the gates into the city."
Amen.  Blessed be the Lord.

Dream of end of drought

Dreamed a couple of weeks ago that I saw a lot of water standing in fields.  People were grateful for the rain, saying that their stock tanks had been filled.  I'm well aware that many people had to sell off their cattle herds due to having no water in their stock tanks.  Others have sold because of the lack of grass.  I have put off logging this until tonight, but felt I should because it started raining about thirty minutes ago.  I don't know if the dream was of the drought ending in Texas, or if it was taking place somewhere else. I have to assume Texas.  A woman had posted a film on Youtube that Texas was going to have a drought.  Wish I could find her channel again.  She also had prophesied Japan earthquake before it happened. If I find her, I will post here.  The only other dream I had lately was of a house I was in being picked up by a tornado, and it crashed into a bunch of trees.  I need to google and see if there have been any tornadoes in the last 3-4 weeks.  Otherwise, my dream life has been rather quiet as of late.

Tuesday, October 25, 2011


The 'river of dirt' landslide dream I had on Oct. 13 has come true.  Can be verified by seeing date I posted the dream.  I just found that in Iceland, there was an enormous landslide that occurred ONLY ONE DAY after my dream.  Please go to the following web address for pics.  
Note the posted date of the article is 10-20-2011, but within the article, it discloses that the actual occurrence was 'last Friday.'  10-20-2011 was on a Thursday, so the previous Friday would have to be 10-14-2011.  Just a day after my dream!
Perhaps the previous landslide dream ties to the following occurrence.  There were also landslides in Guatamala resulting in deaths.  http://latino.foxnews.com/latino/news/2011/10/14/rains-blamed-for-22-deaths-in-guatemala/

WEBSITE:  http://landslides.usgs.gov/recent/index.php?year=2011&month=Oct

Thursday, October 13, 2011



Dream 4:44 a.m. 10-14-11 Cries of sheep, hissing of demons

I don't know if I can call this a dream.  I was dreaming of walking out the back door of the house where I used to live.  It was night time.  I paused, sensing something, and then I was awakened from sleep, yet still  paralyzed once again.  I knew I was in my bed, and I began to hear the calls of sheep, some louder than others. I still could not move.  The cries of the sheep were followed by the horrible hissing of demons.  Still couldn't move.  It sounded as if the sheep and the demons were in the same room with me.  I struggled to be released from this paralysis, but I was held an unusually long time this time and couldn't speak.  Finally I was able to cry out, "Help me!" and I was calling to Jesus. At that moment I was finally released. This was highly upsetting to me, and I didn't know what to do about the lost and crying sheep.  I'd read earlier in the evening a demand from the Lord through a handmaiden that we who have been called by His name are to cry out to the nation to REPENT.  I started praying for the lost sheep.  Earlier in the evening I also visited an obviously Satanic site on Youtube that featured a black mass and prophesied there that Satan's followers are falling into a trap that will lead them to hell and torment.  Also saw the crucifixion mocked, which horrified me. I know full well that Satanic people can cause problems for people who try to convert them, so maybe they're the cause of the demonic visit. All in all, I know they don't have access to me unless the Lord allows it, and I know He wanted me to hear the cries of His lost sheep.
In the evening of this day, I watched Sid Roth's show.  He asked for people to help him get books to Jewish people in America in the hopes of bringing them to Christ.  I remember how Jesus said He wanted to gather His people under His wings like a hen gathers her chicks.  I've sent money to help Jewish people before, and it's brought me blessings, although that's not the reason I sent it.  I was simply tithing and hoping to make some people's lives better.  Seeing Sid Roth's show this evening made m e feel that this was a ministry God wanted me to help, so I did.

Thursday, September 29, 2011


Today is considered the feast day of the archangels Michael, Gabriel and Raphael by the Catholic church. 

I visited a website just now that described Mont. Saint Michel..."Off the coast of Normandy, France, there is a marvelous rocky island where Saint Michael appeared to Saint Aubert, Bishop of Avranches in 708. Once known as the Tomb on the Hill, this medieval abbey-fortress was built in honor of Saint Michael.  Today, pilgrims can still admire the marvels of this dazzling monument which typifies the sublime virtues of the warrior-monk, of bravery and fortitude."

On the same site, I came across a witness testimony of an encounter with a powerful angel---> Comment left by a T. Rothenbach 2010-09-28 10:01 "I really needed to read, all that you said, about St. Michael. He is the one saint I always turn to right away. I love him very much. Thank you for the beautiful article. Yes, I have many situations that he has saved my life. Once he left his hand print on me where he held me so I would not have been thrown out of my car that I was driving. Police do not know how I was able to walk away from that accident. The doctors saw the huge hand print on my body where someone held me. God bless you."

There have been many occurences like the one above which happen to convert doctors and others.  I've also read many accounts of warrior angels influencing the outcomes of wars.  There were brave soldiers outnumbered by the Germans, who saw the tide turned in their favor when angelic warriors helped them slay the enemy, many of which fled in terror.  I've read of an account of angels even being present during the War of San Jacinto, in which an ancestor of mine fought.  Santa Ana's forces, and he himself, thought the Texan army to be much larger than it actually was.  When I read this, the Holy Spirit placed it in my heart that it was true.  Well, I got goose bumps too,  like I always do when He affirms something to me.  There were angels among the fighting Texans!  It was written that Santa Ana had said to Gen. Houston:  "Surely you had more men than you say!"  Explains why the Mexican army felt fear and felt too overwhelmed to battle effectively.
I may have already listed this encounter with Michael that I found, but I'll post it again.

Sunday, September 25, 2011


I received a prophecy quite a while back that VLADMIR PUTIN will be the supreme ANTICHRIST.  He is, of course, an Antichrist already, since he supports abortion.  There have been other Antichrists in the past, Hitler and the like, but I'm referring to the Antichrist that arises from our midst as the primary leader of the NEW WORLD ORDER. 

The Mark of the Beast.  I've also received a prophecy that when a person wears this mark, they will have "no place to run and no place to hide."  Therefore, given that prophecy, I can only believe that the RFID chip is the mark, as others have speculated.  Already, 'marks' or chips have been placed in animals to protect against loss or theft.  Beneficial, right? Next, it will be our children because, after all, if they are abducted, they would be easily tracked.  Then, it will be the elderly.  They could wander off.  That would leave the rest of us adults.  It's an idea that will be sold as being a benefit to society...protection against terrorism and such. 
Keep in mind that Satan doesn't always demand.  Most often he seduces without threats, just like he seduced Eve.  

I have heard of a prophecy that the Antichrist will be a 'dead man come to life', that he will be a man who literally dies from a serious injury...a shot to the head.  Will an assassination attempt occur which will result in Putin demanding that all of his citizens be "chipped", possibly because the assassin will escape?  Only time will tell.

To add more interest to this prophecy, I found this today under Wiki, http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vladimir_Putin "In July 2010 Putin appeared at a Russian-Ukrainian Orthodox Bikers festival in Sevastopol, Ukraine riding a Harley-Davidson tricycle. The high council of Russian bikers movements unanimously voted to elevate him into a Hells Angel range with the nickname of ABADDON. The nickname is probably influenced by the angel of death and destruction Abadonna in Mikhail Bulgakov's The Master and Margarita novel.  

Probably influenced?  How about perhaps the high council was primarily influenced by the Holy Spirit as they made their decision?  After all, Joel 2 28-29 says the Spirit will be poured out upon ALL flesh.  Were they unknowingly prophesying that Putin would be the Supreme Antichrist? (I'm getting goosebumps...)  To understand what I mean, read on.

What's so important about ABADDON? 
From Wiki:  Abaddon (Hebrew: אֲבַדּוֹן‎, 'Ǎḇaddōn, Greek: Apollyon, Latin: Exterminans, Coptic: Abbaton, meaning "A place of destruction", "The Destroyer", "Depths of Hell") in the Revelation of St. John, is the king of tormenting locusts and the angel of the bottomless pit. The exact nature of Abaddon is debated, but the Hebrew word is related to the triliteral root אבד (ABD), which in verb form means "to perish.
The symbolism of Revelation 9:11 leaves the exact identification of Abaddon open for interpretation. Some bible scholars believe him to be the ANTICHRIST or Satan."  End quote.  So the bikers dubbing Putin Abaddon links the leader to a powerful demon.  Have you ever read of Putin's powerful machismo? 
I was looking for a picture of Putin giving the peace sign and found this.  I find it most interesting....

Thursday, September 22, 2011

Deuteronomy 22:5 Women wearing pants is an abomination to the Lord.

Deuteronomy 22:5 states:  "A woman shall not wear an article proper to a man, nor shall a man put on a woman's dress; for anyone who does such things is an abomination to the Lord, your God."

Abomination is a very, very strong word!  This scripture means women shouldn't wear pants/trousers/shorts/capris.  I even stopped wearing a baseball cap while I jog or ride my bike.  I'm not being anal or legalistic,  I'm being obedient to His word and Yahushua said to keep His commandments!  And He wasn't just referring to the commandments in the Gospel!
Women should dress modestly and not wear any skirt or dress above the knee, either.  I've already blogged my dream where I saw holy men and women dressed in white robes about to leave, and how I was horrified to find myself 'left behind', partly because of my wearing pants and partly because of too much vanity as regards to hair and makeup.  I felt in my heart I should specifically mention this again.
I will admit I had a very hard time being obedient to this and even backslid for a while, because I mostly preferred blue jeans and capris to wearing dresses.  He kept encouraging me by constantly putting female members of a local Christian sect across my path who only wear skirts or dresses and who don't cut their hair but wear it up.  Interestingly, the prophetess Mother Shipton prophesied that someday women would wear trousers like men!  Among other things, she also said that men would look more like hogs than men, but I'd better stop there....
Someone whose ears are offended might want to counter my prophecy by sneering "are we to start making animal sacrifices too?"  No, for after all, the bible says that our sacrifice is to have a contrite heart.  Psalm 51:17 says "The sacrifice you desire is a broken spirit. You will not reject a broken and repentant heart, O God."  Jesus did say not to worry about what you wear or eats, but because of the vision I was given and Deut 22:5, I personally feel He was urging people to not strive for fine clothes if their neighbor did.

There was another prophetess who has received such a vision. Google "Olga's Vision of Hell".  Olga's powerful testimony should be read by all women, for she had been devout, and after moving to America, she suffered lasting physical pain after her vision of her visit to Purgatory and Hell for backsliding, as God had intended her to come to America to set an example for women here.  Her vision warns of how women will suffer for their disobedience to how the scriptures say they should present themselves.  I may have said before, but I tossed out about 30 pounds of costume jewelry and sold most of my silver/gold jewelry too.  The Lord is my Shepherd, and I hear His voice.  And yet, I am far from perfect and still stumble.
I will say that God has blessed me for my obedience.  But I feel if this country continues it's moral decline, we women are going to find ourselves being forced to wear burkas one of these days!
The commandments of God are everlasting, and we are to obey them.  Yet everyone stumbles and breaks the law, and that is why we need a Savior, Yahushua ha Mashiach.  Pagans consider themselves free to do as they wish and free from the law.  Why do many Christians think they are freed from God ruling over them?  If the refuse to follow Jesus' example, then Satan is ruling over them! 

VISION OF LANDSLIDE? 05-20-11 and 10-13-11

I wanted to mention a previous dream once again.  Two days before Joplin tornadoes occurred, 05-21, I dreamed I saw a house built on the side of a steep cliff, and it was on a severe incline.  I commented in the dream, 'there's no way that people could walk inside there.'
I picked up a SHOFAR, which is usually a Jewish ram's horn, but in my case, the shofar was a cow horn, lol.  I picked it up and blew an alarm. Then I woke up.
What I've learned just recently is that the shofar is blown during the Jewish holidays of Rosh Hashanah and Yom Kippur, which are coming up.  I pray nothing catastrophic happens like a major landslide.
When I googled "landslides", I learned at geology.com that a certain part of California is on a 'watch list' for a major landslide occurrence, and if it happens it will be very bad.
Here is where I keep up with landslide news. http://geology.com/news/category/landslides.shtml
Judging from their website, landslides seem to be a common occurrence all over the world.
Why did God give me this dream? Because of the landslides around 05-20, or for a big landslide to come, or both? Only time will tell...
Later, another thought came to mind about this dream.  The house I saw was a humble house, and even though it was built in such a dangerous place, it was built on rock....

10-13-2011  Another landslide dream.  I was alone in some kind of house or building, and the earth under it began to move.  I could see out the window that a lot of earth around the house was moving...like a river.  There appeared to be trees and maybe mountains in the distance.  I looked through another window and saw the house was approaching a large canyon!  I braced myself, for surely the house was going over the cliff.  It didn't...was protected somehow.  This dream felt so real and scary! I keep visiting the landslide website.  Haven't seen anything major yet.  Praying it doesn't happen... There could be a bad landslide in CA, I've read on a geological website.

UPDATE Major landslide occurred on 07-12-2012 in British Columbia,nine months after this dream


I received a revelation recently that some persons will go to heaven, but they behaved so badly on earth they will not be allowed to see God the Father, Yahweh, for all eternity!

Matt 5:8,  "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God."

Then does it not stand to reason that those who are not pure in heart will not?  That is not to say they will not see Jesus, they will.  Everyone will stand before Jesus, for no one comes to the Father except through Him.

Furthermore, there are places in heaven where some will be allowed to go but others will not.  Did He not say He would render to every man according to his works? 

Precious Yahushua, please purify our hearts!  Keep us from malice, anger, envy, pride!  Show us where we offend thee!
I pray the blood of Yahushua over this prophecy!


Some might think this post strange, but I want to blog that I've been wearing the Holy Face medal of Jesus since I became born again.  I read online that it had been worn by soldiers in World War II, and it was never known that any soldier, on land or on sea, was ever executed if they wore this medal. 
I had a prophecy that my son would be protected if there was ever a draft, which, by the way, I had a vision of Obama calling for.  Will there really be a draft before he leaves office, I wonder, or will the nation repent enough to prevent that from happening?  I pray this nation repents!
Yahushua has placed it in my heart that ALL soldiers need to be wearing that medal, and Christians too. 
Go to holyface.com to get a free one.  The ones made from aluminum, gold or silver finish, never tarnish.
Yahushua will draw you closer to Him when you venerate His suffering face and His passion.
So many people are indifferent and never mourn for the agonies of our Lord, and He desires it.

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

The Mountain 09-11-11, a vision.

This is in followup to an earlier post where I said I would go to the mountain on 09-10-11 to pray all night for mercy on this nation.  During the night, and I'm not sure what time it was, I had my head bowed in prayer.  When I raised my eyes, there were two bright lights in the sky directly in front of me to the northeast, side by side, and they definitely hadn't been there earlier.  They looked like two very bright stars or planets, and they just held there.  After a few moments, they moved together toward the left very slowly and kept moving away until they faded away.  At that time, the Holy Spirit gave me goosebumps.  I've asked my Lord what the two lights were, but I've received no explanation yet and don't know if I will.  (I'm hoping they were two angels..).  I saw several airplanes that night, but those two lights weren't airplanes or helicopters because there was no noise.  About 4 in the morning, the sky was as black velvet and the stars were as diamonds affixed to it.  The constellation of Orion, the warrior (which reminds me of Michael the Archangel) was directly overhead, and I gazed at its beauty as a hush fell over the world.  

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Memorable quotes

9-14-11  "In dying to ourselves, we cross the threshold into destiny. There is a day when destiny will come knocking, and any blessings He pours over us are to be poured out in return for the sake of others."  ~'The Hidden Power of a Surrendered Life.'

Every saint was a sinner.  Every sinner has a future.  ~unknown

Friday, September 9, 2011


Going to the mountain tomorrow evening to pray for our nation.  Maybe it's just a foothill, but it'll have to do.  I was up there a while back with a group of friends, and we prayed for the nation.  But I feel God calling me back to do this alone to make reparation for an arrogant man's poor choice.
I am completely astounded that the mayor of New York banning prayer and pastors from the 9/11 service.  Bloomberg is an iceberg, and this nation is the Titanic.  Bloomberg!  Straight ahead!  How long will it be before the next catastrophe?   I wish Michael would just take his sword and lop off the Statue of Liberty's head.  Why not?  She's just a pagan goddess anyway. Should've been a statue of Jesus.  I could almost curse here about Bloomberg I'm so upset.  In fact, I got so upset today, I remembered Michael the Archangel and I blurted out, 'May God rebuke thee, Mr. Bloomberg!'  God forgive me for saying that, but surely we have to speak out against the rejection of God!  No wonder much of the world hates us.  "Look at those infidels!  They will not pray to God on 9-11!"  I'm sick at heart.  Has anyone taken the time to protest this?  Where is the outcry?  Oh, I forget, everybody is busy twittering or crowing, or updating their personal reality show on FB.  (sigh)  Sarcasm isn't really needed here.....

The last time I prayed at the mountain, aloud I asked for mercy and spoke of our sins of abortion and how the blood of 50 million babies cries out for justice.  I felt deep emotion when I said that our nation was supposed to be a cradle of Christianity but it's gotten too big for its britches.  I said it has grown sleek and fat.  That truly came as a prompting from the Holy Spirit.  
Just now, I was just watching a Youtube video, and this lady was reading Jeremiah 5, where it mentions 'sleek and fat.'  I honestly haven't looked up that phrase since I came back from the mountain, so I just looked it up and thought I would post Jeremiah 5 here. "Your wrongdoings have kept these away; your sins have deprived you of good. Among my people are wicked men who lie in wait like men who snare birds and like those who set traps to catch men. Like cages full of birds, their houses are full of deceit; they have become rich and powerful and have grown fat and sleek. Their evil deeds have no limit; they do not plead the case of the fatherless to win it, they do not defend the rights of the poor. Should I not punish them for this?” declares the Lord. Should I not avenge myself on such a nation as this?“A horrible and shocking thing has happened in the land: The prophets prophesy lies, the priests rule by their own authority, and my people love it this way.
But what will you do in the end?"
And finally, this.
Jeremiah 7:27-28 "When you tell them all this, they will not listen to you; when you call to them, they will not answer. Therefore say to them, ‘This is the nation that has not obeyed the Lord its God or responded to correction. Truth has perished; it has vanished from their lips. Cut off your hair and throw it away; take up a lament on the barren heights, for the Lord has rejected and abandoned this generation that is under his wrath."

Tuesday, September 6, 2011


A while back, I prayed on the top of a mountain with a group of people.  We had a worship/prayer service there too and asked that the Lord pour out His Spirit as never before.  I got a lot of goosebumps during that prayer.  I must say my own dreaming has increased since then, and I've never had two demon dreams so close together.  I had another one this very morning.  I was in some unknown building, looked to my right and saw a group of  men heading toward me.  The man in the lead was imposing, dressed in a long trenchcoat that was belted.  There was talk of a demon and someone mentioned that the leader was an expert in video games.  I watched them pass by and waited to see what would happen.  A fiery demon literally exploded through a door into the room and went straight toward the leader who, by the way, had no weapon on him whatsoever.  He was instantly incinerated into embers and ashes.  Scary as heck.  To my horror, it came straight for me and roared right in my face!  I could feel its breath.  Closing my eyes, I screamed, "I hate them!  I hate them!"  over and over.  I wanted to scream louder, to assure this beast that I hated video games.  It looked like the big bad wolf, which probably is a reference to childhood, when addicts are hooked. Oddly, I didn't feel any burning sensation whatsoever.  I was awakened after I screamed by the same strange energy rippling through my body as often happens. (If I wasn't awakened, I might forget the dream.)  I got up and wrote it down. 
Upon meditation, the Holy Spirit said that this would be what the Purgatory would be like for those believers who love video games.  Game junkies, beware!  Video games addiction is a form of idolatry.  Please don't wrap your world, all your free time and money around them.  I felt guilty that I had even bought my son a video game system. He's heavily into video games, so the fault lies with me :(  I'm suddenly remembering seeing Tron with my son, and I had remarked to him how it seemed to me that the story was really about the Purgatory of a man who had ignored and neglected his son in favor of his work, his 'virtual world'.  I'm tingling as I write this...


Matt 4:1-4  Then Jesus was led by the Spirit into the desert to be tempted by the devil. After fasting forty days and forty nights, he was hungry. The tempter came to him and said, “If you are the Son of God, tell these stones to become bread.” Jesus answered, “It is written: 'Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God."  

I've been thinking a lot about this scripture lately because, shall I say, I'm butting heads with a person preaching on Youtube that won't take into account the commandments of the Old Testament.  Jesus knew the Old testament very well.  In fact, he used it as his armor against the devil.  He answered the devil's temptation by quoting part of Deut. 8:3 'He humbled you, causing you to hunger and then feeding you with manna, which neither you nor your fathers had known, to teach you that man does not live on bread alone but on every word that comes from the mouth of the Lord.'

Every word means every word.  So just how does this fellow, who preaches the gospel only, protect himself when the devil comes along to tempt him?  I dunno, because he doesn't accept the ten commandments.  If you don't accept the Old Testament, then it stands to reason that you don't accept the Ten Commandments.  And if you don't accept those, you are going to be sinning right and left.  And how is that following Jesus?  Satan is the author of all sins, not Jesus, and if you love your sins, then you're following satan. No, we can't be perfect.  No one is perfect, and everyone is going to stumble. That's why we rely on His mercy, His merits.

Ephesians 6:10-11  “Finally, grow strong in the Lord, with the strength of his power. Put on the full armor of God so as to be able to resist the devil's tactics."   His tactics are clear and evident---to take as many of us down with him as he can.

If Jesus used scripture as His armor against the devil, so should we. 1 Peter 5:8  Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.

Friday, September 2, 2011


Jesus was a Jew and He kept the Sabbath as long as he lived.   I am referring to the Jewish Sabbath... Saturday, the seventh day of the week.
The apostles also kept the same Sabbath.
The Jews' Sabbath is now, and has always been, Saturday. 
If Jesus kept the Jewish Sabbath, and His apostles kept it, then we should too.
The Fourth Commandment was written by the finger of God.
In the gospel, Matt 12:8, Luke 6:5, and especially Hebrews 4 speaks of keeping the Sabbath.
The following scripture is very important too.  Exodus 31:16  "Wherefore the children of Israel shall keep the sabbath, to observe teh sabbath throughout their generations, for a perpetual covenant." 
PERPETUAL means never-ending. 
I have been reading nonsensical  article posted by letusreason.org, in which the writer presents a heretical view of the scriptures regarding the sabbath.  He claims to be following the 'new covenant'.  I sent him an email, but he appears to be set in his ways.

Nowhere can it be found in the gospel that the Sabbath day changed from the seventh day or that the Sabbath was deleted, though I hear many people say there is no longer a Sabbath.  What bible are they reading?  There are many, many scriptures about keeping the Sabbath. 

Jesus said in Matt 5:18-20  "Do not think that I have come to abolish the Law or the Prophets; I have not come to abolish them but to fulfill them. I tell you the truth, until heaven and earth disappear, not the smallest letter, not the least stroke of a pen, will by any means disappear from the Law until everything is accomplished. Anyone who breaks one of the least of these commandments and teaches others to do the same will be called least in the kingdom of heaven, but whoever practices and teaches these commands will be called great in the kingdom of heaven. For I tell you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the Pharisees and the teachers of the law, you will certainly not enter the kingdom of heaven."
Read an editorial snippet online where a Catholic man once boasted that the Sunday Sabbath is the MARK of the Catholic church.
What MARK are you wearing?  If you are keeping the Sunday Sabbath or no sabbath at all, I hope you pray to God to manifest His will in your life regarding this matter.
As for me and my house, I will honor Yahweh's Sabbath. 

SIDE NOTE:  Was awakened around five this morning right after a dream where I asked my son if a person named 'Larry' had died.  He's a former neighbor of mine, a heavy set guy around 50-something that drinks a lot of beer. It wouldn't be surprising to me if he had a heart attack or something. I got out of bed and prayed for him. Will that dream be another foretelling of a death, or will prayer prevent it?  I'll have to wait and see...


Sometimes you don't understand a prophecy until after it happens.  About a year ago, I was inspired by the Holy Spirit to watch a movie called 'Them'.  It was based on a true story, which happened, I believe, somewhere in Russia.  Two young lovers were stalked by unseen entities, and it is only after they are murdered that the culprits are revealed to be...children.  The cover shows the culprits wearing...hoodies. 
I was to pay attention, but I didn't know why.  So I 'shelved' the 'heads-up'.  
In the last few weeks, I've seen a new video about flash mobs of kids, and 'hoodies', kids who were rioting, stealing murdering.  I didn't know why I was to pay attention to this movie until recent happenings.  Flash mobs.  Riots in London.  It all makes sense now, but it didn't when I watched the movie.
PRAY FOR THE YOUTH.  Television, video games and movies have desensitized them to killing.  I've heard it said that children will be killing their parents.  When times get tough, I fear it will become truth.  If famine strikes America, it's going to be bad.

Harry Potter

It's a late night.  Sometimes I'm praying during the 3:00 a.m. hour, and I've read that the devil mocks the Lord during this hour.  I just listened to a prophecy on Youtube for amightywind.com which stated that parents should not let their children read the books or watch the films of Harry Potter.  I must confess I allowed my children. I had thought it was a battle of good against evil, but I'm finally realizing it's just a clever battle between sorcerers, and sorcery is evil.  I hadn't thought I could stumble so bad, but stumble I have.  I had always disliked the fact that neither God nor Jesus was ever mentioned in Rowlings' books.  But I just viewed a video that said that it opens the door to walk-in spirits who can possess our kids, and that Satanists hope it will usher in the spirit of the anti-christ.  I was very alarmed when hearing how Yahushua felt about the movies and the terrible dangers therein, and I've been trying so hard to please Him...I can't believe I was so blind as to think they couldn't harm my kids.  I pray whoever reads this post will get rid of their Harry Potter books and films and not let their children have any part of them. I'm horrified that I've offended my Father and my Lord in this manner. I'm so very, very sorry....

Thursday, September 1, 2011

Parable of long black train, Matthew 7:21, John 3:16, Judges 21:25

Message to unbelievers:  Would you rather be hit by a long, black train or have it miss you by 3/16 of an inch?  Of course, you'd rather it miss you by 3/16 of an inch.  The unbeliever, of course, stands right on the train tracks and convinces himself a train will never, ever come, saying, 'the train doesn't exist, therefore it is so.'
The believer who is betting on John 3:16 for his/her salvation is standing too close to danger, and one wrong move could place him in harm's way...stretched across the rails of sin.  And how could he know what a wrong move is?  He or she won't read any other part of the bible, and he/she won't read the bible because he/she doesn't want to be convicted of his/her sin.  Some of these believers watch what other so-called Christians do and follow along, no matter how worldly they behave.  If they're doing it (and seem to get away with it), they can too, this kind of believer feels.  And if they happen to become wealthy, the more the better.  To our shame, people equate material fortune with God's blessings.  They should read Jesus' parable about the wealthy man and Lazarus, the poor man riddled with sores.
Judges 21:25 In those days Israel had no king; all the people did whatever seemed right in their own eyes.
The same is true of today.  But know this:
Matthew 7:21 Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven.
Therefore, one can't simply recognize that Jesus is the son of God in order to be saved.
Satan and his minions even recognize that much.
One must read ALL of the scripture, including old testament.  Don't toss out the Wisdom of Solomon
or Sirach, either.  Don't handpick your scriptures to suit your lifestyle, change your lifestyle so that you're living in accordance with His commandments and teachings.
Side note:  The Lord placed in my heart to tell my prayer group to read Deuteronomy.
I pray that the Lord gives you a hunger to read His word.
If you have time, please watch the following. 
Hope it gives you the Holy Spirit goosebumps! :)

Dream of another demon, which spoke to me.

Happened last night.  I was dreaming of being in a building.  There was mayhem, and a demonic creature was on the rampage.  It looked right at me and pointed toward the exit.  He said,  "I'd advise taking the fire escape."  Me and my son, who somehow had appeared, ran like hell to the exit, lol.  I was absolutely relieved to have escaped.  Dream ended while I was on the fire escape.
As always, I meditate on these dreams.  The Lord knows I've been feeling tempted to leave my prayer group, because I'm getting 'vibes' of rejection from the leader, who hasn't said a word about my bringing up the fact that the Sabbath is on Saturday and not Sunday.  She keeps asking the Monday night prophet if she thinks what I'm getting is from the Lord.  Even though everything I've brought forward is backed up by scripture, she rarely gives me any feedback. Zip.  I keep hearing in my heart I am to be obedient to the Holy Spirit, and so I must be.  The Monday night prophet had already given me a prophecy that "Your ideals are good, write them down and bring them forward. Your sisters need to be reached by you."  I guess I am to keep planting seeds, and wait for the Lord to germinate them. 
A scripture came to mind today, because I felt ashamed I abandoned the people in the dream to deal with the demon themselves.
Luke 9:24 For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it.
I gotta face it.  I'm going to be persecuted.  At least the prayer group leader only thinks I have a demon, as opposed to thinking I'm just plain crazy, lol.
I'm getting ready to perform a skit the Lord gave me to write called "The Devil and Ms. Lola".  Hope to have it filmed and uploaded to Youtube.  Can't believe how fast the skit came down...just needs some polishing.

Yet another dream of tornadoes

I dreamed I was driving north on the nearest interstate in the middle of the city.  Sky was cloudy and gray, but not particularly ominous looking.  Saw a tornado in the general vicinity of the college.  There was no debris in the tornado, but bodies were swirling around.  They were very dark from head to toe.  I was scared and went in another direction.  Saw another tornado, but no bodies.  Headed to my mother's house.  As I arrived, I saw a tornado heading straight toward it.  It was too late to save her, and I knew if I turned right, I could avoid the tornado and escape.  Yet I stopped my vehicle, for I couldn't leave her alone.  The tornado was less than a hundred yards away. End of dream. 
When discussing the dream with my prayer group, I said aloud that the tornado at the college was also very near the church I used to attend there and that perhaps I was supposed to tell the priest about it.  Goosebumps, so yes, I'm supposed to tell him.  A friend said that dreaming of a tornado can suggest a spiritual warfare occurring.  My mother's battling depression, so that would make sense.
However, I dreamed of tornadoes months ago, and they happened literally.
The one where the house rose and spun around with me in it had reminded me of the Wizard of Oz.  Tornadoes in Kansas happened after that.  


Behind on posting again.  Dreams had slowed but have picked up recently.  About a week ago, I dreamed I was swimming beside the huge hull of an aircraft carrier.  It started tipping over toward me, so I quickly swam away from it.  It created a swell that I had to swim over, too.  I saw a line of rescue boats in the water.  Next thing I knew I was picked up.  Fast forward, then I was transferred to a truck, and when I looked inside the cab, the driver was asleep while driving!  With help from the Holy Spirit, the sleeping man meant that if this happens the rescuers might be caught in an unready state.  Perhaps at night, when asleep, I don't know.
The last dream I had of an aircraft carrier, which I don't think I blogged, was of standing on top of it while watching a battle take place.  The sky was amber colored, and I saw a torpedo being shot.  Weeks later, N. Korea shot a torpedo at S. Korea.  This happened several months ago.
I should add that I continue to have foreboding feelings about Russia and reminders of how Atlantis sank...
Update 9-15-11.  Wanted to add that after I had this dream, I'd googled aircraft carriers.  Noticed that a brand new, grandaddy-of-them-all aircraft carrier called the USS George Washington had been launched.  This is the aircraft carrier I feel will be lost.  Why?  1. It was launched at the time I received this vision.  2.  During Sid Roth's show, Rabbi Jonathon Cahn, a Messianic Jew, gave the following historical quotation:

"We ought to be no less persuaded that the propitious smiles of heaven can never be expected on a nation that disregards the eternal rules of order and right, which Heaven itself has ordained."  
Said by George Washington  4-30-1789 during his presidential inauguration.  He had prayed at St. Paul's Chapel at Ground Zero, consecrating this nation to God!  The nation's judgment happened right there, just as it had happened at Solomon's temple, where Solomon had consecrated the nation of Israel to God.  Miraculously, the church was spared during the 9-11 attacks.  Does this mean that this nation will turn back to God?  I find hope in the miracle of the little church surviving while other buildings around it fell. 
That is why I feel the USS George Washington will suffer an attack, because instead of repenting and humbling themselves before God, the U.S. government decided to keep allowing abortion, send more troops even though Ft. Hood's being attacked was a warning not to send more troops, and spend more money on wars by building a titanic of an aircraft carrier.  I've sent Obama copies of my dreams, including the one where he called for a draft.  He's not listening.  His heart is as hardened as Pharaoah's, perhaps to bring this proud nation to its knees.  I'm remembering the movie 2012.  Remember the aircraft carrier called the USS John F. Kennedy crashing down on Dannie Glover's head on a tsunami wave?  Hmmm.  Is it a prophecy of the loss of an aircraft carrier?  I've often wondered if it is just simply a scene in a movie, or is it a prophecy of an assassination attempt?  I just keep praying for Obama's conversion. 

Monday, July 25, 2011


The night of July 14, I had a most unpleasant demonic visit during the 3:00 am hour, which of course, is known by many as the devil's hour.  Sleeping on my right side, I awakened feeling a heavy weight push my mattress down behind me, as if someone were crawling into bed with me.  Paralyzed, I heard unintelligible whisperings in my ear, and could only make out the word, "backyard".  The presence left after I cried out.  I immediatley wondered if something was in my backyard, but I also got angry, thinking, hell no, I'm not going to go look in my backyard.  That demon was tempting me to be frightened, and worse, believe what he said.  I thought of Jesus and how I needed his strength right then.  Couldn't sleep for most of the rest of the night and had trouble falling asleep the next night.  The third night, I tossed holy water on the bed.  I haven't been bothered since, but he'll probably be back sooner or later, as always.

Today, I called my prayer group leader (pgl) to speak about it.  I watched Sid Roth's show called It's Supernatural, and listened to a man speak about casting demons out.  I do know the devil has legal right to torment me because of my behaviors before I was saved.  My pgl asked me if I had ever played with a Ouija Board, tarot cards, etc.  I told her when I was very young, perhaps between the ages of 8-14, I played with a friend's Ouija Board.  We didn't get any results, thank God, and put it away.  I can't remember, but I don't think we tried it more than a couple of times.  Then, my pgl said I probably needed to have an Inner Healing and Deliverance.  I told her I felt in my heart that God wanted me to bear this, after all, there weren't that many struggles in my life other than trying to finish a book and living single, which sometimes feels unbearable.  We spoke of this during the 3:00 hour today, which is the hour of Christ's death.   I received no affirmation when I asked if God wanted me to do have a deliverance performed, but I received a slight movement of the spirit when I asked if He wanted me to bear this affliction.
Feeling I needed stronger assurance, I went to my room and prayed again for guidance, apologizing I was asking twice.  This time, the goose bumps were very strong, and I felt tears in my eyes.  I'm sitting here realizing that things are going to bother me during the night, and I have no one's shoulder to cry on, no flesh to lean on.  I have Jesus, and He says in my heart I can bear all things through Him who gives me strength.  I texted my pgl back and said, "He wishes me to bear my torments as a sacrifice to glorify Him through my obedience."  I left this next part out of the text...that I also feel that sacrifice will result in someone's conversion
It is a cross I must bear.  I just don't know what I'm going to do if or when things get worse....but I know one thing.
There's no place to run and no place to hide.  
This demon, whom I call Mabus, is a seducing spirit, and he is more powerful than Baal, the Holy Spirit placed in my heart.  I believe he must be the spirit of fornication.  He was allowed to overpower me right after my divorce, and thus I was humbled.  When you screw up big time, it's almost impossible to become proud, and it keeps you from judging others so much, and I'd judged a lot.  Jesus said to his captors that they had no power over him unless it was given from above.  The devil has no power over you unless it is given from above.  Some people don't believe that, but it is true. 
I've said it before, we're allowed to stumble and fall so that after we repent, we remain humble and contrite. 
Not a single ungrateful soul is to be found in heaven.  Many who arrive will be dirty sheep that had to get a good scrubbing beforehand.
I was led by the Spirit to watch the Last Rite movie with Anthony Hopkins.  If I could describe Mabus, I'd say he was the unknown demon in the movie, the one that wore a black, hooded robe and who touched the young priests face seductively and then grabs him by the throat to choke him.  Throughout the movie, one can see the young priest noticing women.  That's the thorn in his side.  Since I have a tendency to look at men everywhere I go, that thorn is also mine.
On a positive note, I will say that on Saturday the Sabbath, two days after the demonic visitation, Saturday, the Lord consoled me. He took away a lot of hurt in my heart that I'd been feeling after finding out someone I was highly interested in got married a few weeks ago.  I had felt crushed and let down because I'd been feeling that perhaps we were going to be reunited.  It had been the hardest thing in the world not to pick up the phone and plead with him, but I decided instead to place it in God's hands.  Either his heart would be hardened against me and he'd move on, or we'd reconnect.  I loved him, but he moved on.

Wash your robe and make it white in the blood of the Lamb.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011


I've paused while writing the book "Desert Dove" to log an entry.  I'd been writing about a black wolf that was menacing a prophet who lived in a cave.  I also wrote that the prophet's trust in God was being tested.  This certainly reminded me of an incident that happened last summer.  About that time, I was writing another story that featured the legendary Grim, which has been mentioned numerous times in Irish folklore.  The black dog, a portent of doom, was usually seen just before a person's death.  It's been seen in England and Scotland as well, and has also been referred to as Black Shuck, Cu Sith, a Hellhound, or even the Hound of the Baskervilles.
I'll  start by writing that I saw a large black dog by the side of the highway as I was driving home one night.  I think I was actually coming home from a prayer group meeting.  When I first saw it, I whispered, 'a Grim!' to myself.  I questioned in my heart, "Is someone going to die?"  I received large goosebumps and was quite unsettled.  Of course, my mind grew somewhat anxious.  Would it be one of my children, or one of my friends or family?  There was no answer.  Now in three days, I was supposed to go out of town with my mother and her boyfriend.  I worried a little that we might have a bad wreck.  If so, who would die?  Who would be injured?   What could I do but wait and see what would happen?  Inside my heart I prayed that it would be no one I knew.  But my heart asks now, should I have prayed for it not to occur.  Yet I felt deep inside that a death would occur.
One the day the death occurred, I was picked up at my house by my mother and her boyfriend.  We were headed to visit one of my high school teachers who was now retired and whom I hadn't seen in many years.  At no point did I try to cancel the trip.  Why, I don't know.  Somehow I felt I should trust the Lord and let everything play out as He willed.  When we were no more than three or four miles from my house, we came upon an accident. A  tractor-trailer truck carrying what looked like a light load had collided with a car on the driver's side.  We passed by slowly, and when I unbuckled my seat belt to rubber-neck, there was a body lying on the shoulder with a tarp covering it.  My skin erupted in massive goosebumps.  'The Grim!' I said in my mind.  Massive Holy Spirit goose bumps.
I began to understand that the Grim was real.  On a side note, I'm not sure if I mentioned I have Scottish roots..I've read that many 'seers' have Irish or Scottish roots.  Interestingly, I read somewhere online that the prophet Jeremiah may have traveled to Ireland or Scotland, but I don't know if it's fact.
Months later after the accident occurred, I saw another black dog trotting on my road, and my headlights caused the dog's eyes to shine spookily.  Goose bumps.  I questioned in my heart if it was a Grim and I immediately thought about a woman who I knew who was dying of cancer.  Goose bumps again.  She died two weeks or so after that.
Now these were real dogs, as I've seen both of these dogs since.  One of them was seen again shortly before my uncle died.  But I must add that I don't always get goose bumps when I see black dogs. 
To me, these occurrences are plum spooky...side note, I'm currently starting to read a book entitled Plum Spooky, lol.
I felt an urge to pray for the victim of the accident and the person who died of cancer.  I prayed the Divine Mercy Chaplet for both.  Now some might think I'm communicating with a familiar spirit, which of course, is a dark spirit or demon.  If that's true, why would I feel a deep urge to pray for both of them and act upon it?
Matthew 12:30 says, "He who is not with me is against me, and he who does not gather with me scatters."
Funny, I'm recalling that that accident occurred around 12:00 noon...
God reveals what He wills to whom He wills, that I am sure of. 

Friday, June 17, 2011


A letter from the Lord God to Timothy (a modern day prophet):  http://trumpetcallofgodonline.com/index.php5?title=Thus_Says_the_Lord_Against_the_United_States..._You_Have_Hastened_the_Day!
Please go to this site and read, and please pray for our nation.

From Volume 7, Letter #29

Thursday, June 16, 2011


I received this dream after I had thanked the Lord for giving me the two dream/visions of the people in white robes.  I asked Him what I could do to help the greater good.  Because of this dream, I say a prayer every morning for our country.  I hope to remember to post that prayer, a prayer to Jesus, King of all Nations.

In the dream, I was standing in a wide, open valley.  To my far left was a treeline, and when I looked right I saw a group of young, physically fit American men with closely cropped hair, and I saw another group I didn't recognize.  They all appeared to me to be soldiers, and I immediately had a foreboding feeling that something was about to happen.  I looked to my left, and when I looked back to the right, the American men were being restrained from behind.  At least one, if not more, were held by two persons (two to one odds, I took it). Oddly, I also saw at least one female oriental person holding one of the young men.  I felt they were taken by surprise, as they were unarmed.  Behind the warring groups was a multitude of world flags that had been raised on flagpoles. Suddenly, I felt an urge to flee, and a red pickup came through the valley to pick me up.  After we left, we started traveling up what seemed like a great hill or mountain.  We went around and around, and somehow I was now on a bus.  About the third time around the mountain I saw flashes of red light across the flat side of a tall cliff.  I commented on how pretty the red lights were.
The scenery changed, and I saw a great number of the young men riding horses, and they seemed in a hurry to get across a body of water.  I felt deep inside that they were trying to return home to help the other men who'd been taken by surprise.  They were very much like a cavalry brigade, but they weren't wearing any kind of cowboy attire.
I then found myself standing outside a corral, and more of the young men were sitting atop a fence and watching over an ancient looking cow inside.  She was very angry, and I felt that if she got out of the corral she would present a danger.  Something was wrong with her horns, and something was wrong with her eyes...like she had multiple eyes or misshapen eyes.
After the dream, I felt instinctively that the cow represented a country in which we had a military presence, and that whatever country it was, was tired of our being there.  Her battered horns represented her battered armaments, and I also felt that her misshapen eyes represented the country's distorted religion.  (Beasts and horned animals were often depicted in revelations and other scriptures.  Deciphering their meaning can be very difficult.)
How did I connect this dream with Ft. Hood?  Well, I was about to take a church retreat which would require me to travel by bus, like I did in the dream.  The retreat was going to be at Three Mountain Retreat near Clifton, which is not all that far from Ft. Hood.  I feared going on this retreat because I though perhaps something could happen at Ft. Hood because of what I saw happen in the valley in my dream.  Because of the red flashes in the dream, I also feared it would be a bomb attack.  The shooting at Ft. Hood happened the very day that the retreat started, and I quickly remembered that the group of soldiers I'd seen in the dream numbered around 12-13.  Of course, there was only one perpetrator at Ft. Hood though, so I can only think the dream is layered...it has multiple meanings.
I took the dream very seriously, but after the incident occurred at Ft. Hood, I regretted not calling them beforehand.  Would they have listened, or would they have simply laughed at me, hung up and said some crazy person just called?  Would they have reacted simply because of a person's dream?  Will there be a bomb attack on Ft. Hood in the future?  I hope not.

The Holy Spirit placed in my heart after the occurrence that the US should not deploy more personnel to the middle east.  That is exactly what Obama did right after that.  I still feel in my heart that we could suffer an attack on our homeland, for the day I received that dream I asked God when could something like that could happen, that is, an attack on the US.  That very night, I only had a very brief dream of seeing a shiny guillotine, poised, sharpened...and ready to drop. (heavy goose bumps as I write this) Any time, apparently. I remember at that time often debating if I should move from the country, but directly in front of my truck appeared a Yellow moving truck.  It interrupted my thoughts.  Yellow, I then thought to myself.  Yes, I would be a coward if I fled.

I thank my Lord for speaking to me in my dreams, but I feel so helpless, like there's not a thing I can do to help. Obama wrote me back after I wrote him about abortion being very, very wrong.  Obama said, and I quote, "Faith may also bring us to different conclusions about the issues we face, but these honest disagreements need not divide us."  Sigh.  I am not even going there.  Did I expect him to agree after I saw the video of him saying he didn't want his daughters punished with a baby if they got into trouble?  Consequences are irrelevant in this country, except for maybe if you speak out against the president's policy.
Luke 12:51 "Do you think I came to bring peace on earth? No, I tell you, but division."
Matthew 10:34 "Do not suppose that I have come to bring peace to the earth. I did not come to bring peace, but a sword."
Here's where I sigh again, knowing that my human mind cannot comprehend everything from God.  Wisdom tells me to lean not into my understanding but to accept and trust in Him.
I will continue to pray and fast for my country and leave the rest to Him.
I hope you will pray with me.

Oh, and you might find this interesting.  Around the time I had the aforementioned dream, I also had a dream  that my son's picture I held in my hand was blotted out, and he was dreaming of fighting in a war.  I immediatley was filled with foreboding that my son could die in a war.  Can you believe I went so far as to call the Homeland Security hotline and tell the operator this:  "Sir, I really don't know how to tell you this, but I've been having bad dreams of world war and dreams of my son dying in it."  I added, for some unknown reason..."Have you gotten any other calls from other people who've also had dreams like this?"
The operator said, 'YES.'
I then asked if the other callers mentioned that their sons would survive if they wore a medal of the Holy Face of Jesus.  (I had found at holyface.com that no soldier who ever wore the medal in WWII was known to have been executed...I also got one for my son).
Again, the operator, a male, said, 'YES.'  Well, I started crying, because I knew the Lord had poured out His Spirit on other mothers out there, and guided by God's hand like a flock of birds, all of us somehow felt an overpowering urge to call the Homeland Security hotline number.  I can't imagine how weireded out the hotline operator must have been. 
Because I was very upset by the call, I then called a friend to tell her what happened.  She didn't know what to say.  Who would?  Afterwards, I  felt compelled to go outside and pray.  I prayed all night under a starry sky, and I had a vision, or rather visions.  First, one star began to move around in the sky.  It would sometimes fade out to nothing and then come back.  Then, another star in another area would behave in the same manner.  I was kept company by the moving stars all night as I prayed.  Shivering and cold, I returned to my house at daybreak, when the last few stars darted behind the morning clouds.  I was astounded by the occurence.  After a hot bath, I crawled into bed.  Later, I called the Homeland Security again and told them they should inform the president of what took place, for it was a very stern warning.  Not a warning from me, mind you, but through me.  Someone must have had a little talk with the operator about getting rid of us freaked-out mothers.  He proceeded to literally laugh at me and tell me I was crazy.  I was furious, and he hung up on me.  I was, to be blunt, pissed off by his reaction all day.  I called back later, and I even had my ex-husband call.  We got put through to their voice mail.  Figures. Although I later requested copies of all calls made that night to the Homeland Security under the Freedom of Information act, they refused.  Well, duh. The leaders of this country have knowledge, but no wisdom.  They do not believe in prophets, prophecies, or prophetic dreams.  Even someone very dear to me shocked me by saying that some of the prophets in the bible were kind of crazy.  This young man also laments that he's not been able to find a girlfriend yet, and he's twenty one and very handsome.  You can't blaspheme the Lord without repercussions, and when you blaspheme even a prophet, you blaspheme the Holy Spirit. 
Luke 12:10 "And everyone who speaks a word against the Son of Man will be forgiven, but anyone who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven."
Mark 3:29 "But whoever blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will never be forgiven; he is guilty of an eternal sin."
Our God is mysterious, and so are the dreams He gives us.  Fear of being harassed and labeled a nut is what keeps me from posting my real name on the blog.  People can be really, really mean... I'm thinking now of Matt Damon's character in the movie 'Hereafter'.  He complains that the minute he speaks about his psychic abilities, he's labeled, or people shy away from him.  No, I don't speak to the dead.  At least not yet.  ;)  Not interested in that.  I have to be careful who I speak to, for I've been burned.  It hasn't been easy for me since I asked God to speak to me in my dreams.  Be careful what you wish for.  But on the same token, I haven't prayed to Him to stop giving them to me.


I've read some say that the churches are as harlots...being paid for their services.  I began to meditate on the full meaning of that statement.  Soon, I began to realize that a lot of people search for a church like a man searches for a harlot.  He wants a harlot that makes him feel good, a harlot who gives him pleasure, and that is what modern man expects from his church.  He'll look around until he finds one to his liking, and only then will he open his pocketbook and put money in the offering.  Now I'm not accusing everybody, but it seems to be a common occurrence. 

Imagine if a harlot greeted her usual Sunday John in this way:  "You need to go visit your mother, you need to give to the poor, the orphan and the widow.  You need to stop lying to your wife, and you need to stop stealing from your employer, blah, blah, blah."  What would the man do if suddenly convicted of sins by the harlot?   He'd leave, of course, and find a harlot who would make him feel good about himself.  Similarly, if a lukewarm pastor were suddenly set on fire with the Holy Spirit and preached repentance, many of his congregation would probably leave.  Such is the way modern men and modern women often search for a church...like a man looks for a harlot.  Some go to church for socialization or to involve themselves in leadership roles that merely make them look important to others.  You'll see some of them running around with important looking name tags.  I visited one church and someone with a name tag went so far as to tell me "stick with so-an-so, and she'll get you on the right path."  I thought to myself much later, 'Excuse me?  You don't even know me, sir!'   I was stunned by his comment, and when I'm stunned, I usually remain quiet.  I also never went back to that church.  Someone from their church came to my house and had the gall to tell me that if I wanted to receive the Holy Spirit, I had to be baptized in their church and have their prophet pray over me.  I've already had people in my prayer group pray over me in tongues.  The Holy Spirit is with me already.  I wouldn't be writing books if He hadn't given me the stories to write! 

As I've heard Michael Yousef say, "People come to church for a motivational speech, and they come to church because they feel guilty or because they think it makes them look good," and so forth and so on.  Yousef is a great preacher, by the way.  www.leadingtheway.org.  I've listened to many of his sermons on American Family Radio in the evening.  He speaks often regarding repentance, and he is very challenging.


The Lord gave me a prophecy recently.  In these last days, things are very dark, and to be a true believer one must struggle as hard as a salmon.  If you know anything about salmon, you'll know life isn't easy for a salmon.  They struggle against extremely powerful currents of water to reach an area where they will bear fruit, that is, produce young...multiply.  Along the way, bears snap at them and fishermen toss their hooks at them. (Makes me think of the Christian's who go into hostile territory to spread the gospel.)  Now if a person goes with the current, one will be swept out to sea to be eaten by sharks, producing no fruit and receiving no eternal life.

Deuteronomy 5:32 So be careful to do what the Lord your God has commanded you; do not turn aside to the right or to the left. Walk in all the way that the Lord your God has commanded you, so that you may live and prosper and prolong your days in the land that you will possess.

Matthew 7:21 "Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven."

Chances are, if everyone is doing it, they're swimming with the current, meaning you shouldn't do it too.  Some of the powerful currents we must swim against in our lives today are lukewarm churches, pop culture, pleasure-seeking and prosperity prophets.  To 'do what is right in your own eyes' seems to be the status quo, yet thankfully the Lord has opened my eyes to where I see status-seeking Americans living like Romans.  I know I was.  We have our Colosseum, actually, we have many of them, and we have our gyms/bathhouses.

For most people, God is shelved until Sunday, if even that. Watch a Gaga video and you'll see orgies being glorified.  I read that she thanks God for her success.  Who exactly is her God?  I have to pity her actually, because I also read that Lady Gaga feels dead when she's not performing on stage.  How empty must 99% of her life be...and the other 1% consists only of a momentary adrenaline rush.  What can I do but add her to my prayer list...

I can't say it enough.  I think many people can't see the light because they're not reading His Word.  And they're not reading the Word because they don't want to be convicted of their sins.  No one wants to listen to a priest or pastor who pounds the pulpit and tells them to clean up their lives and read their bibles.  Long ago, preachers did this, and life was hard then.  There is poverty in this country, yes, but many, many Americans now enjoy a decent standard of living...yet this generation is the most coddled generation, that is, by the leaders of churches.


This occurrence was of short duration.  One night in 2009, I found myself walking like a ghost through a shadowy hallway on the second floor of the house where I used to reside.  I could see the silhouette of a young man playing a video game through a door.  Then, I heard what sounded like sexual grunting.  Or I thought perhaps they were grunts of pain.  Was it a dream or something I read about later called bilocation?

I spoke to my son about it when he came to me.  Knowing partying, alcohol and drugs was ongoing out at his father's house, I asked him if something bad had occurred the previous weekend.  He didn't really want to relate any details, so I told him what I'd dreamed.  Floored by what he heard, he said, "Oh, my God Mom, Oh, my God!"  He proceeded to tell me the details of how everything had gotten out of hand in the house, and some guy had sex with an intoxicated girl in what used to be my marriage bed.  Sigh. 

It was a rough time for me.  I couldn't control or stop what was going on out there, which was my ex allowing underage drinking, drug use, and now, sexual activity on the premises.  It was a very difficult time for me, and I finally had to let go and place it all in God's hands.  Eventually the activity stopped because my ex was jumped out by his brother, the only person he'll listen to and actually respect.  Also, property was being damaged and/or stolen, and the work involved in cleaning up after wild parties got tiring. 

I also had another dream of going into the house and seeing filthy, nasty water in the jacuzzi tub.  I'm quite certain some nasty things must have been going on in the jacuzzi for me to dream that.

Things go to hell during a divorce, that's for sure.  It's the worse thing in the world, far worse than a funeral.  Every day feels like a funeral during a divorce.  I regret the pain it caused to my youngest child, who suffered so much.  Thankfully, he's doing much better.


I dreamed I was visiting my mother, and she was complaining about something while she cooked toast in a skillet.  It looked nasty because she was using so much cooking oil.  I kind of got tired of listening to her and decided to go for a walk.  About that same time I saw a young girl seated on one of the other kitchen stools,  and she rose from a stool and followed me.  I was very happy to see her and said something to that effect, that I 'd always wanted to know something about her.  She never spoke, but suddenly she changed into a large yellow and black butterfly.   When I say large, I mean about a foot long wingspan or more.  Then the sky turned to night, and she, the butterfly, turned into a bluish white orb of light.  She flew into the sky, and the orb of light grew bigger and brighter until nearly all I could see before me was the almost-blinding orb.  In the far right corner of my field of vision, I saw my guardian angel run to my right.  She was a child once again.  But the big orb of bluish-white light remained in the night sky.
I don't believe that she, the small orb of light, grew bigger.  I believe that the arrival of Michael the Archangel was the reason for the larger glowing orb. 
I haven't received full enlightenment regarding this dream from the Holy Spirit yet.  That is my interpretation, but I'll have to wait for affirmation.
I think God is also trying to say my mother should be eating healthier. ;)


I was a Catholic for number of years before I left the church on His command.  Many of those years I was lukewarm at best.  The last year or so, He steered me toward studying the saints.  I greatly enjoy reading about them.  When I first converted, I had a thirst for praying for the conversion of sinners, and soon, praying for souls in Purgatory was added.  Meditating on His Passion has not discontinued.  The Lord told St. Gertrude that the prayer most pleasing to Him was prayer for the conversion of sinners. 
In 2009, He allowed me to feel a portion of the anguish He suffered on Holy Thursday.  I didn't know what was going on exactly at the time, for I also had a sore throat at the time.  But it simply couldn't have caused the horrible foreboding feeling I felt, as if the whole world was going to come to an end.  It's almost unexplainable how I felt when I curled up in my bed that Day.  Why did I feel an overwhelming urge to say aloud, 'Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will."  I don't know if I said the exact same words found in Matthew 26:39, but I said basically the same thing.  I can only think right now that I must have caused Jesus a great deal of pain because of my sin.  Had I ever had a more horrific day in my life?  I don't think so. 
Good Friday was a little better, and although I was reeling from the day before, I somehow made it to church.  Either Saturday or Sunday morning, I awakened, and shortly thereafter I felt the strangest sensation rippling through my body.  It can only be described as a fluttering throughout my frame, even on my face.  Was this how it would feel to be resurrected?  I can only suppose.  Like what happened on Holy Thursday, the fluttering feeling only happened to me once.
I supposed it was because of the strange things that were happening to me, the dreams, visions and the like, that directed me toward the saints.  Now I'm not saying I'm a saint, but I am saying that something that occurred to me did occur to some of the saints.  St. John of the Cross experienced what he called 'The Dark Night of the Soul.'  I have a book on his life, but since I've been trying to write a book, I haven't picked it up.

To me, it felt as if there was a complete absence of God around me that Holy Thursday.  I smile now as I recall the evil beings known as Dementors surrounding Harry Potter, sucking the life force out of him.  (goose bumps)   And just now, I am envisioning my guardian angel trying to get through them to help me during that time, and the nasty buggers keeping her or him back.
I think my guardian angel may be a young-looking girl with long, golden locks.  I dreamed about her.  Will have to blog it.


I will start this post with a little sermon.  First, if you do not read the bible, you will not find this post to your liking nor will you agree with my interpretation of the dream, as given to me by the Holy Spirit.  If one has read the Holy Bible, and one believes the truth He has spoken through every single one of His chosen prophets, one can easily see that for eons of time, God has punished cities or countries that achieved a high level of wickedness...therein resided people who refused to repent and amend their ways.  In Jonah's time, God saw that the people of Nineveh repented, and in His great mercy, His wrath was diminished.  The Lord is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow.  Satan has spread his lies across this country and fooled countless people just like he fooled Eve.  Go ahead and take a bite, for there will be no punishment for breaking God's laws.  There are people who have attitudes like 'I can't be perfect, so why try."  Others have gone 'GaGa' and say "I was born this way, therefore I don't need to go to the trouble to change."  Easier to be disobedient, right? Others think once saved always saved. Read Ezekiel 18:24  "But if a righteous man turns from his righteousness and commits sin and does the same detestable things the wicked man does, will he live? None of the righteous things he has done will be remembered. Because of the unfaithfulness he is guilty of and because of the sins he has committed, he will die."  That's pretty clear to me.  Whether folks accept it or not, there are earthly and heavenly consequences for sin.  Romans 6:23 says "For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord." 

Now, I will continue with my son's vision.  He dreamed he was in a building, and for some reason, he felt he really needed to get out.  After finding an elevator, he walked inside and turned to the control panel.  There was a single button...an 'E'.  Upon pushing the button, he found that the elevator would only go up.  (On a side note, I later watched the movie 'Left Behind, can't remember if it was the first or second movie, and Kirk Cameron also entered an elevator that would only go up...he ended up on the rooftop with none other than the AntiChrist.... that gives me goose bumps.)  My son got out of the elevator to find himself in a room where a doctor sat in the corner with his head hanging down.  On a nearby table, there were fetus body parts lying on top of it and a large pot that was boiling.  Inside, my son could see more fetus body parts.  The only other people in the room were two nurses, and they quickly left.  My son was frightened, thinking that the doctor would harm him, but he didn't.  He merely looked sad.  Suddenly, demons emerged from the boiling pot and went after the doctor.  That's when my son bolted from the room.  He ran down a hallway until he found a crowd of people gathering around an open door.  When he looked through it, he saw a stage and world leaders sitting in the audience.  Someone tried to push my son through the door, but he didn't want to go.  It was a struggle, but he managed to break free and run.  His only thought was to get out of the building, and at one point he was crawling on his hands and knees.  The building dropped out from under him, and he said it felt as though he were sliding through a chute before he ended up on a beautiful tropical beach with dolphins swimming in the ocean. 
This dream occurred shortly before the anniversary of 9/11 in 2009.  The 'E' button in the elevator stood for Evil, which is only rising in this country, and the greatest of all its evils is the murder and mutilation of innocent unborn children.  The boiling pot represents fetuses being used in science.  Already there is a clear link between the use of fetal cells in vaccines and autism in children.  The stage and the world leaders represent not only our evilness that is witnessed on the world stage (television/internet), but 9/11 being seen by the world as well.  The dream has been prophetic in the fact that two nurses, or Planned Parenthood directors, have left Planned Parenthood since he had the dream.  Abby Johnson is one of the two women, and I do not know the other woman's name, but she left her director's position after the 2011 40 Days for Life.
Who was the doctor in the dream?  None other than Dr. Kermit Gosnell, of Transylvania, excuse me, I mean Pennsylvania, whose abortion clinic was called a 'House of Horrors' by the authorities.  Fetuses and fetus body parts were found all over the place, including the refrigerator where staff kept their lunches.  Their lunches...
What I don't know is if the building that fell out from under him was one of the trade center buildings that fell during 9/11, or if there is going to be another building going down in the future.  Does it mean that the law that upholds man's so-called legality of committing abortion is going to be overturned?  Also in my son's dream, demons attacked the doctor.  I have to wonder if it means that Dr. Gosnell is going to pass away. 
There are people who wouldn't believe God would remove His hand of protection, but the fact remains that He did.  If people would then judge God, who is merciful, for allowing those lives to be lost, then those same people should explain why we act like gods and allow a 9/11 to occur EVERY SINGLE DAY upon the unborn.  Exactly WHO is the tyrant here?   I'd say that we are.  And because the majority of AMericans don't care enough to speak out, to take the time to write a letter to their president and legislators, we're all going to suffer the consequences.  Our sons and daughters will also continue to die in wars because of abortion, idolatry and other evils committed by people in this country...add to that the sins of ommission, that is, people not doing what they know they should do, which is stand up against the tsunami of evil that is towering over this country.  2 Timothy 3 sums the last days up, and it is being fulfilled.  Abortion is Anti-Christ.  Thou Shall Not Kill.